Re; ESA claim missed appointmnet what now?

Hi everyone,

Am new here i claim ESA andhave severe anxiety imissed 2 appointment onebecause of severe anxiety is it right they're going to put me in jsa now very scared. my carer wrote dwp icant face upto degrading assessment.

i been waiting since september 2014

i filled in 2 forms 1 in sept 2014 and then again in jan 2016 buti'm still assessment phase. i was pregnant in 2014 gave birth in 2015 i sent them matb1 certificate and doctor even put stress in pregnancy but still assessment and letters for ready for voluntary work interviewwhilst pregnant even tho i spent day in hospital. when i called the dwp hotline said i bemoved into sg but 18 months still nowhere

ineed pay my carers expenses and my own i got told to use this but not sure how
www.gov.uk/government/uploads/system/upl...istration-apr-15.pdf
Any answerwelcomed thanks for reading.

They cancelled the first wca appointment but i couldntfaceto do f2f i have panic atacks
i'mstill in assessment phase thedecision maker told me istill need to send in sick noteshave done for 18 months. He promised me he'll send my medical infoto atos i gave it to him even tho i already sent it to dwp but hesaid they didnt have it. i dont know what they do with information EAT IT, I'm very tired because they dont recordany information.

Because in another group they said if u been lost to email ur area managerand her office forwarded my email n case to dm andhe'd be ringing all day urgently on private.but i'm too scared and then i did answer once late n he tell me himlooking for me all day. he was so nice on the phone i thought he wanted help me. i do feel conned and fooled. i sent him all my evidencefrom specialist which i already sent dwp along with previous fit notes.

he said hed do all to get atos to move me to sg

then he must have changedmind because i got told 3 weeks laterbooked an appointment f2f nhe had spoke me daybefore but he was to guilty to say it. atos to;d me that decision to f2f had been made daybefore so dm betrayed me.

i thought he was working to be mycase worker but hemakes it worse now...... i did get him to do things at dwp for me but then hestart giving me tests i do feel groomed because he told me to do things that i already said in esa50 is difficult without damaging myself. for example make calls my carer said he assessing me on descriptor now i told my carrer she said dont contact himnomore but he got me cause he said hed do everything for meand know wwhat difficult and destroyed ive been n personal circumstances i hada lot of court help for seperate issue. he took my trust just like that.