Hi can you give me some advice,I've been on ESA support group an been on dla for 5 years .I recieved the pip invite so I filled the form in I've been totally stressed out I've been under the mental health act for many years I have personality disorder,self harmed,I never go out only appointment if i can make it out the front door very anxious an paranoid when I go anywhere my daughter cares an comes with me I am on a lot of medicaine where it makes me drowsy bit coherent,I've just had letter I have to go for face to face assessment I don't know what to do I can't sleep I can't stop thinking about the assessment it's totally freaking me I can feel me thinking bad thoughts is there anyway I can contact someone to ask if they can do a paper assessment an if I cancel this appointment will my payments stop please help.